where the heck have i been lately?
hi buddies! i totally disapepared, didn’t i? i am so sorry. one of the things i love about buddyslim is all that i learn about myself and my behaviors and issues and all. i see that i left here because i was busy elsewhere. thing is, i left my buds behind and didn’t want to do that! i am finding that any time i start something new, something else has to take a backseat. i am not sure how to do this time management thing so well. also, i was losing steadily unitl longest loser was done, took a week off and then never really got my heart back into it. i found that my babe was not sleeping well when i was losing and suddenly he slept better when i was chowing. i think my milk supply was down. am ever working on balance in all things physical, social, mental. i am a bit mental these days. some blueness and depression lingering about. let me tell you one thing, listening to nes while you are depressed is a bad idea - i was in the car weepong yesterday as i listened to an NPR interview about some pig farms and how the animals were being incredibly abused. then today, i wasn’t really paying attention but i kept hearing the word rape. not a happy listening experience and yet so true of the world.
ok enough of the downers. so i am fat and not especially happy for some reason BUT i am happy about my Triathlon coming up in June. I have raised nearly 1300 dollars so far (have to do 2700 to be in the program). And, I have been running, swimming, biking, and going to spin classes. Not enough for any of these yet, but i am doing it and it is very exciting! I am remembering that I can do anything if I actually try and nothing if I don’t.
Friends, I am missing you all and working on making time to stay in touch. I need to be writing and reading as well. Please know that I am thinking of you!
“What would you do if you knew you couldn’t fail?”
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We’ve missed you too Deb
but I certainly understand being MIA…I do it too.
Sorry about the depression, but you sound upbeat today and thats a good thing.
Congratulations on the money raised, thats incredible…YOU GO GIRL!!!
Hugs
Jane
If only we could get these babies of ours to sleep 10-12 hours straight at night, it would be such a blessing! Ahh.. well I can’t really say I’ve missed you cus I still talk to you almost everyday with the tribe… but it is nice to see you back on here! Love ya tons!!
Thats such a key and kewl question - i love i!
Miss Deb! Of course we missed you, but you know the cool thing about buddyslim buddies? We are all right here where you left us.
Love you lady!
We miss you here too, but Anj is right, we are all still here! Hugs!!
So glad you had time to join in the email fun today.
We missed you lots too!
Love the quote and the fact that you are feeding the babe well. Those hormones I tell ya. They just know where to get us! I REALLY admire your dedication to an animal free diet. I bow to you, goddess Debbie… it sounds like I am joking, but really I think you are awesome. If I fall onto some cash, you know some of it is coming your way! Good luck!
“What would you do if you knew you couldn’t fail?”
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