when will i learn!

so that applies to just about everything:

buddyslim buddies rocking!

i go through waves of insecurity and self doubt due to stress or other random misinterpretations of things and always it passes.
eating cookie dough makes me feel like sh** - ok, had been really wanting it all week and just made some and didn’t finish it and am so sugared out and tummy hurts. duh! i know this…

what else? there is more. i am learning alot more i guess than i am not learning…that’s cool.

doing well today despite the sound of the cookie dough. that was a “i’m physically tired and my tummy is a little off” desire that i gave into. Also, like i said it was haunting me all week. Good thing I walked 8 miles yesterday! Better get some more in today!!!

Good news on our amnio - BABY is healthy and happy and Doc even called the lil thing GORGEOUS! That was fun!

What else, hubby is getting fat. :)

You know, we always wanted that, right? Men that weigh more than us - well, nope, it’s no good. I feel horrible that I turned him into a night snacker. Also, now when I do want to eat junk I feel like it’s a bad influence on him - so funny how it all changes. All this happened while I’ve gotten my eats much more under control and i exercise more than him. so funny. he, of course, is still cute as could be and did go to the gym twice this week leading up to 3 lb loss already - yes, hate him! Just kidding. It’s a funny thing, though, I really want him to be healthy, too! As I told him, though, he still looks good to me but if he feels bad, that’s no good. Really, too, he’s only up 10 pounds…but it did make this nice big belly. Sympathy weight for the pregnancy? He’s working on his own baby? Ha Ha Ha. I’ve only gained about 5 lbs!

Okay, those are my ramblings for the day!

Also, say Happy Birthday to the greatest Jane i know!!! Just Jane!!!

And send your prayers to Angela and her daughter! Angela the Angel here among us!!!

8 Comments so far

  1. harleygirl @ April 25th, 2008

    Ahh, debbie! It sounds like you are learning just fine. I don’t have alot of time today, but I just love your blogs and had to stop by to comment. So glad that the baby is looking healthy and really that’s what’s important. Have a good weekend honey! Love ya!

  2. NicoleM @ April 25th, 2008

    I wish my husband gained weight with me on pregnacies. But he has. He has gained weight since being married, but he look healthy now and not sick.

  3. kamaperry @ April 25th, 2008

    Love you Debbie, And congrats on the amnio. I learn so much from your blogs, keep it up!

  4. angela1 @ April 25th, 2008

    Debbie awwwwww….you made me cry!!! That was so sweet honey and here I was to encourage you and now I can’t see through my tears….wait a minute…………………………………..lol
    Thank you so much and not to worry men do gain when the wifey is with child it’ll go away. Yeah we have a healthy gorgeous baby so is that a hint it’s a girl lol Thanks again a million and send those Angels to my heather love you so much now let me go and cry again……so sweet of you!

  5. JustJane47 @ April 25th, 2008

    I know that little bundle of joy is GORGEOUS!!! just like you!!! Beautiful inside and out for sure :)
    You are one of the kindest, genuine people I know Debbie.

    Your hormones are all over the map, and I understand insecurities once in a while. You have such a full plate and I personally think you are doing fantastic!!!
    Sorry hubby is gaining, mine did the same thing. He struggles trying to lose, only 10 pounds like your hubby.
    Thats ok..teamwork right? You can do it!! stay healthy and keep your baby healthy all at once!!
    Carefuly with that cookie dough..sorry your tummy hurts :( Love ya girlfriend!!

  6. rrprincess30 @ April 25th, 2008

    Yay! Such good news! I am glad to have you back on!

  7. wildflower @ April 25th, 2008

    Great News about the baby!! And me too….Glad you are back!!

  8. moonbeam65 @ April 26th, 2008

    Of course the little wonder in your belly is gorgeous!

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